Today is my first day using a blog. This is so weird for me because I truly am using this blog for journal-ing purposes. Therapeutic reasonings. Turns out I have been suppressing a lot since I was child. My counsellor has given me an assignment to write for 20 minutes a day. So I here I go ...
My parents separated when I was two, and divorced when I was eight. I have told myself I never really cared because I never really saw my parents together and that I was lucky that their separation happened so early on in my own life.
Truthfully, I did not even understand that my parents were ever married They hated each other so much, still do to this day, from that impression I always thought of myself as an accident, I never really was meant to be. As much as I knew they both loved me, and wanted to do what was best for me, as human beings they carelessly spoke ill-ly about each other, to me or in front of me. It affected me and still affects me in ways they can never really understand, in ways I sometimes have a difficult time understanding myself.
I could go on and I will go on, but later because this gets deeper, deeper than I am willing to dive right now.
Until next time...
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